| Dutiful students asks for help:) |
[Jan. 25th, 2010|03:37 pm] |
To everyone who see this entry:
I was at school during the weekend and to my horror I found out that I have to take my Spanish exam this year in June o_O
I'm rather lazy student and I need really good motivation otherwise I'll not be able to study efficiently. Coursebook simply won't do - I know myself well. It was the same with my English. For me, personally, the studying method that works is by reading books with a help of a dictionary at first.
So, the question is:
Do you know any M/M stories written (or translated to) Spanish??? Thay could be e-books or printed versions plus the links to internet stores so I could buy something. I tried to look for them via google but my Spanish is so lousy that I couldn't find a thing.
Anyone??? Please??? |
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| :((( |
[Oct. 11th, 2009|09:37 pm] |
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I've just come back from school and found out that Stephen Gately died in Spain. OMG this is so sad, I was a fan of Boyzone when I was a teenager and when Stephen and Eloy came out together I was surprised but had (and still have) very warm feelings towards them. It's just not fair, he was so young:(((
Rest in peace Stephen. (would it be blasphemous if I add - say 'hello' to Heath???) |
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| personal stuff |
[Aug. 18th, 2009|06:38 pm] |
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Sorry guys for not commenting lately - I had to get my computer repaired and it's very hard to read (let alone comment) at work with the boss sitting nearby. It's so frustrating!!! Now I know I've been really addicted to the fandom:)
Hugs to you all:) |
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| What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You? |
[Jul. 21st, 2009|07:57 am] |
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| | The Eels "Beautiful Freak" | ] |
| Your Taste in Music Says You're Dynamic |  Your musical tastes are energetic and rhythmic.
You are full of energy and can be quite talkative.
You are forward thinking and open minded.
You despise conservatism of any sort.
You are intense, detail oriented, and motivated.
You are an ambitious person, though your ambition is anything but conventional. |
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[Jun. 18th, 2009|02:18 pm] |
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| | Placebo "Without you I'm nothing" | ] |
If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the internet, then post this same sentence in your journal. |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2009|09:14 am] |
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| | In loving memory of, Alter Bridge | ] |
It's been a year... Still can't believe it:( |
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| Hey - bigots! My marriage doesn't need "protection!" |
[Oct. 31st, 2008|09:17 am] |
!!!
Hey - bigots! My marriage doesn't need "protection!"
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Exactly.
Please copy this sentence into your livejournal/insanejournal/journalfen/any otherjournal if you're in a heterosexual marriage, and you don't want it "protected" by the bigots who think that gay marriage hurts it somehow. |
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[May. 30th, 2008|10:28 am] |
I even like these tests:) So:
A is for Age:
Thirty.
B is for Beer of choice:
Hmmm, I like beer in general, don't have any preferred kind.
C is for Career:
Paper pusher:) Or secretary:) Or something like that. Gonna change it anyway.
D is for favorite Drink:
Carrot juice.
E is for Essential item you use everyday:
My car.
F is for Favorite song at the moment:
Can't point only one.
G is for favorite Game:
I hate games of all kinds heh.
H is for Home town:
3city
I is for Instruments you play:
Played guitar few yeras ago but quit.
J is for favorite Juice:
Carrot!!!
K is for Kids:
None. Is cat counts??? ;)
L is for Last kiss:
Today:)
M is for Marriage:
Married:)
N is for full Name:
I'm not giving it here;PPP
O is for Overnight hospital stays:
Fortunately, never.
P is for Phobias:
Doctors!!!
Q is for Quote:
Since we have google, all questions became stupid;)
R is for biggest Regret:
Not studying maths hard enough!!!
S is for Sports:
Swimming.
T is for Time you wake up:
7 a.m. during the week, 10.30 a.m. on weekends!!!
U is for color of Underwear:
Black, pink, brown, red... no white!!!
V is for Vegetable you love:
I love almost all vegetables.
W is for Worst habit:
Permanent lack of faith in my own mental strength and skills. Well, that doesn't sound like a habit:/
X is for X-rays you’ve had:
Lungs, elbow, teeth!!! Sometimes I wonder how come I don't shine in darkness;PPP
Y is for Yummy food you make:
Best lasagna ever:)
Z is for Zodiac sign:
Aquarius.
That's it. |
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| movies |
[May. 14th, 2008|12:12 pm] |
Swiped from Maggie;)
Ten Favorite Movies:
1. Brokeback Mountain (haven't seen it for a while though, don't know I'll ever be able to watch it again...my favorite movie still and for always)
2. Gattaca (Ethan Hawke... mmmmmmm;))
3. Three colors: Blue (the music!!!)
4. Bandyta (the music again!!! And Till's character:))
5. Terminator (the love scene!!!*DED*!!!)
6. Wuthering Heights (the forbidden love story...oh...)
7. Midnight Express (I like prison stories about good convicts and bad warders)
8. Showshank Redemption (the same)
9. Woodsmen (interesting methamorphosis of main character. And Kevin Bacon - mmm;))
10. Trainspotting (funny and tragic)
Ten Favorite Actors:
1. Heath Ledger (that voice!!!)
2. Christian Bale (esp. in Equilibrium)
3. Ethan Hawke (these eyes!!!)
4. Jake Gyllenhaal (his actor's method)
5. Keanu Reeves (that face!!!)
6. Lee Marvin (very - sexy - oldschool - masculine - man;))
7. James Copburn (the same)
8. Montgomery Clift (cute)
9. Kevin Bacon (just because)
10. Brednan Fraser (esp. in Presumed Guilty. Prison movie again:O)
Ten Favorite Actresses:
I don't think I have any. Maybe Sandra Bullock sometimes.
Five Favorite Directors:
I don't know
Five Underrated Movies I Adore:
1. A.I. Artificial Intelligence - such a great movie with so many low reviews!!!
Five Most Underrated Actors I Adore:
I don't know
Five Favorite Characters:
1. Ennis del Mar
2. Ennis del Mar
3. Ennis del Mar
4. Ennis del Mar
5. Ennis del Mar (no, I didn't make a mistake here)
Five Favorite Film Scores:
Too many meanings of the word "scores", so I don't know what it means here;) Must take more english lessons;)
Five Favorite Soundtracks:
1. Braveheart.
2. Bandyta.
3. Cruel intention (I didn't watch the movie though)
4. Miami Vice (from the series and the movie, although the movie I didn't really like)
5. Brokeback Mountain (not the country parts though)
Five Movies That Make Me Cry Like A Big Baby:
1. E.T. when I was a kid
2. Philadelphia when I was a teenager
3. I should write: Brokeback Mountain, but I didn't cry - was too overhelmed by emotions to let my tears fall.
Five Favorite Comedies:
1. Polish comedies directed by Stanislaw Bareja and Juliusz Machulski:DDD I'm ROTFL everytime I watch them:DDD
2. Hot Shots II
3. Ace Ventura II
4. Life of Brian
5. ?
Five Favorite Horror Movies:
1. A Nightmare on Elm Street
2. The Ring
3. The Others
4. The Sixth Sense
5. ?
Five Favorite Science Fiction Movies:
Don't like Sci Fi movies, but maybe Star Wars when I'm in the mood.
Five Favorite Fantasy Movies:
Don't like fantasy movies, but maybe Lord of the Rings when I'm in the mood.
Five Favorite Screenplays:
I don't know??????????
Five Most Overrated Movies:
Too many to write them down.
Five Guilty Pleasures:
Nothing decent;PPP
Five Movies I Love To Hate:
The Matrix!!! All three parts!!!
Five Favorite Scenes:
1. Snit in BBM.
2. Reunion scene in BBM.
3. Love scene in Terminator (the hand squeezing the sheets *blush*)
4. Ethan Hawke racing (and winning finally) with his brother in Gattaca.
5. Toilet scene in Trainspotting LOL.
That's it I guess:) |
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[Apr. 21st, 2008|10:29 am] |
It's time to post something here I guess:) I think it's as good as any:
*Write 10 weird, random facts, habits, or goals about yourself — at the end choose 5 people to be tagged*
1. I never dated a man older than me more than one year.
2. I don't even remember my natural shade of hair color.
3. I never had a one-night stand.
4. I'm childless per choice - at least for now. And it's weird in my country.
5. I'm thirty and I still don't know "who do I want to be when I grow up".
6. I really don't like playing any games on computer.
7. Once I wrote down all my boyfriends' names. It was quite a long list.
8. I was pretty bad high school student with very low grades. But I was really good university student. Got a scholarship even.
9. My husband and me - we never fight. Well, almost. Sometimes we bark at each other, but not for long.
10. I'm not religious. And it's weird in this country too. |
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| Heath |
[Jan. 31st, 2008|11:51 am] |
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| | "In loving memory of" by Alter Bridge | ] |
Too soon.
Too young.
Too sudden.
Just too.
Thank you for Ennis del Mar.
See you in a better place someday. |
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[Nov. 13th, 2007|12:28 pm] |
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Today M. sent me a message saying: "I've got cancer...shit..."
Fuck!!!
Of course I knew all along, but he never actually used the C-word... I wonder what it means...
I don't know what to say or how to behave... I simply don't know how to deal with it and he is my friend and I don't want to leave him thinking I don't care...Cause I do. |
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[Oct. 8th, 2007|02:28 pm] |
I was wondering lately why so many of my friends are gay, why my closest friend is gay, why I feel so good when I'm with them???
And that's what I realized: I feel like an outsider in our traditional, catholic society and gay people are some kind of outsiders too (not that it's all right they feel that way sometimes). So we feel good together. Geeez... I feel that way for I don't have children like I'm supposed to. I can feel the pressure. My Mom, my Dad, my mother in law, my grandmother, my aunts!!! Everybody keep saying: you're almost thirty, you should be a mother, it can't be that you don't have a baby, WHAT KIND OF WOMAN YOU ARE and why you don't have by the way??? Maybe you can't???
Fuck.
I don't have a child cause I don't know if I want to have one. Right now, in that moment, I don't feel like being a mother. Later??? I'm not sure. Maybe yes, maybe not. It's my business for God's sake!!! I can be only grateful that my husband thinks the same.
So, the only people who don't look expectantly at my belly frowning that "not yet???" are my gay friends and big THANK YOU for them!!! Why polish people have such an interest in someone's private life???
Oh, and my Mom killed me yesterday:) She asked: "Well, if you claim you're not sure, why don't you do to psychiatrist?"
Oh please. |
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[Jul. 18th, 2007|09:04 am] |
I'm taking almost 20 days off:) So, no work, no computer, no internet (well, maybe ocassionally, I'm too addicted to it;)) Just the beach, the sun and 'doing nothing'!!! Yay!!!
PS. Please, don't kick me out from your friends list, I will not read and comment for a while but I'll be back in August!!!
*hugs*
Aileen |
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[Jul. 10th, 2007|03:20 pm] |
Well... the weekend with the 'not-knowing' girl wasn't THAT bad:) We were careful of course and didn't react when she kept saying "G., you must find yourself a woman, you're so lonely you act weird!!!" etc. Although she was watching us suspiciously when we - G. and me - hugged and kissed each other's cheeks with such an enthusiasm. She probably thought we have an affair ;P If only she knew G. is like a brother for me :D
Anyway. Bjork's performance was amazing, incredible, astonishing, wonderful!!! We didn't mind the rain even:)
I have a hard time with my mom right now. I'm trying to explain to her that she doesn't have to remind me I have visible crowfeet - I know that!!! She probably thinks if she keeps telling me that, I will do something about it. What should I do, plastic surgery??? No way! Besides, I like my face, I smile a lot so I have crowfeet. Geez. I don't like comments like that, they make me feel depressive. Ok. Enough:)
Some big polish bookstore canceled my order for "Holding the man". Will I ever have the chance to read it??? |
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[Jun. 27th, 2007|03:01 pm] |
Next weekend will be crazy:) We're going to Heineken Opener (it's good to have friends in music craft so we can have tickets for free!!! Yay!). G. is going with us - he and his girl-friend who thinks he's straight:/ So, all the three of us will have to act, well... different.
Forbidden subjects:
-our visits in clubs like 'Tie Me Up' etc.
-G.'s roommate - he doesn't exist, G. lives alone. (oh, why, he's co cute, I looooove him and now I have to deny him an existence??? *cries*)
-another G.'s gay and lesbian friends
-history of our friendship (I wonder what we'll tell that girl if she asks)
Damn!!! Isn't that stupid?
M. and his boyfriend will be there, too, they know G. (we were in THESE kind of clubs together;))but they don't know he's still in the closet. So I must tell them that and give them the list of forbidden subjects. G. told me he'd already forgot what'd he told to who.
And one more thing - I don't know this girl, but if she's ok., I'll feel guilty that we must make a fool out of her.
This country is sick!!! |
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[Jun. 12th, 2007|02:52 pm] |
Long time no see :) Gee, I need more free time to post here. And more invention. (and more english lessons!!!) My e-friend inspired me, so here I am again:)
It's been a crazy time lately:) I was in Warsaw, because G. invited me to some vip party. I felt so weird there, all those celebrities and all... It sure was interesting. I also met M. there (how could he resist such a party being a journalist? ;)) He asked my husband if he could introduce ME to his work colleagues as ex-his wife cause he needed a cover. My hubby agreed :OOO So now I have an ex husband and the new one who like each other. M.'s co-workers couldn't believe they get along so well :O I was trying to suppress my laugh and I almost choked up:)
Before we got to this party, we were at the club called "Tie me up". Who's got the idea of naming the club like this??? ;P Surprisingly it was not a gay club, but gay-friendly, so I wasn't the only woman on the floor;) Anyway, nobody was tied up ;P
M. looks strange. He still has his hair, but his face is not the same:( He's just so tired, but he tries to live as usual. When we met we hugged fiercely but couldn't say anything in front of the others, especially M.'s boyfriend:( He still doesn't know. Damn. |
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